Children

When I think of my children and the future I know that we will always be close. My children are very talented, smart, talkative, and funny. My husband and I could not ask for better children to raise. They are not greedy, selfish, and they think of others before themselves.
God has given us so many blessings over the years, the kids are the biggest blessing of all!
Sometimes I try to think of when we had no kids, I cannot even remember that! I feel sorry for the people that do not have any, they are missing out on so much. Life was meant to be share with kids. Creating another generation is a gift!

Significance

You always talk about things that mean something to you. I was taught that things had meaning, but when I try to share that with you, it gets turned around as I am stomping on your happiness. As long as your happy and I am not, then you win. Morals and values were set in my life and I can not change how I think. I do not run from my problems, I face them head on. I am a grown women with a husband and children, but that is not enough for you to treat me that way.
Yes there are other people in your life that go with your flow. I found that I have a brain and like to use it instead of being a clone, like everyone else.
I am trying to teach my family that having your own opinion is not a bad thing. I also want them to hold memories and special places sacred. Legacy and herritage is a good thing, normal is a good thing, and life is a good thing. Life is so much better when it is not in chaos!

I am not saying that I am not happy for you, I just cherrish the stuff that means alot to me.

Paul

When I think about my husband, I feel that he is the best thing in my life. God knew what he was doing when he brought him into my life. Paul is a hardworking man and has an intellect that may get overlooked by others. He is a wonderful father that our kids can always count on.
He is the only person that can calm me down in a stressful situation. I could not ask for a better man to call my husband best friend. We may have gotten married young, but he was ready for it.
Paul thinks of my feelings and what I think, instead of not thinking of me as his equal. We have a relationship that grows everyday and get stronger with all our hard work. Sometimes I wish I could do more for him, but being his wife seems to be enough. He loves everything I cook and never has complained about any meal. I am so blessed to have Paul in my life!

This day got a little sad. We got bad news about Grandma Pauline. What do you do when someone you love gets diagnosed with something that is going to take her away from all of us. I wish it did not have to happen, I feel like I am losing my grandma Sunrise all over again. Why do they sweetest people in our lives have to leave? I am just glad I got to meet her at least once in my lifetime.
The Lord is in charge of us all and he knows when we are to be called home.........

REFLECTIONS OF ME.....

So I have been pondering my life these past couple of weeks and I have come to a realization. My life could not be any better if I had planned it myself. I have the perfect husband, who loves me for me. My kids are a reflection of our love and what we stand for. No matter who or what happens in our life, we have each other.

I have had some stressful moments, but I get up and dust myself off and keeping moving forward. The people that don't know the real me, but think they do, well they are just fooling themselves, the real people that know me, live with me!

Being hurt has taught me who really cares for me and  who does not. I try to explain to you about how I feel, but only to get it turned around on me. Sorry but it is not all about me, it is all about YOU!

Until you realize who I am, you'll never know. How sad, to be lost and not found. I was found, loved and will be cherished always.......

GETTING STARTED.......

I decided to create a blog about with my thoughts and some of my personal writings. Hopefully you will enjoy them.